YENRU'S

MY PAST

I know some people have been asking me about my primary school life.

I think it is time to tell everyone what i actually went through during those days.

My primary school life wasn't anywhere along the line, GOOD.

It was just damn pathetic and sad.

Btw, i am from Ang Mo Kio Primary School.

When i just entered primary 1, i was a super shy kid la. (even though i am not anymore)

I keep crying non stop for mommie every time teacher scold me or friends laughed at me.

Every primary 1 kid will cry right? still so young.

I started to get bullied around that time too.

Classmates from the same class, or people from other class came to have the same chinese lesson together, started pulling my two pony tail, threw my books around, messed my things up and even throw my school bag away.

Thats when i got super depressed and sad.

I will keep finding ways to skip lessons. whining to my mommie non stop.

At that time i was staying with my grandparents. My parents were busy working.

Then i met a guy, eugene in my primary 1 class. he was my classmates la, he was always there to protect me! but i also don't know why he did that?

so he will whack whoever bullied me. like a hero ar! HAHA.

Lucky, primary 1 time passed quite fast. primary 2 came, i met a cheena girl (who turn out to be a slut now). She was nice to me at that time so we became good friends. But we went into different class in primary 3. So never contact after that.

Then came primary 3. i sit beside a guy name, wei en. He bullied me by poking mechanical pencil into my arms. when i told my mum over the phone, she asked my grandfather to find the principle the next day. Thats how fierce my mum was. The bully stopped for a while and it continued again for one full year. The bully wasn't just physically but also mentally. i cried almost everyday. Thank god, wei en didnt score well for his test and i got into a better class! At the end of primary 3, i am already abit inferior and anti social. Thats when i keep quiet all the time in school.

When i was in primary 4, bully started again. two malay girls sat next to me, scolded me and humiliate me as if i can't feel they are bitching about me. they just outcast me whenever there is group work.the best part, they both like another two malay guys who are brothers and were in the same class as us. somehow these two brothers were close to me and they always talk to me. then the two girls felt super jealous la. Thats why they hate me even more.

In primary 5, the two malay girls got into EM1 (the smart class). I wasn't as smart as them la so i went to EM2. Then there is this ah lian gang! Seriously too ah lian la. I don't know how, i became a prefect. this ah lian head, pei shi ( fat and ugly bitch who like to tie her hair like one mental hospital patient) kept verbally abused me, she kept making fun of my height and size, humiliated me every single thing. Back then, i was still very innocent and timid that i didnt realize i can actually scold her for her ugly looks so i just kept quiet. i remembered there is a class test and i was the only one who passed the maths paper and scored quite high for it. Peishi, didnt stop humiliating me. She kept saying i copied.  The maths teacher was damn nice la, she scolded her and asked her stopped being a sour grape. She didnt stop humiliating me everyday. All i do was to ignore. Thank god, the ah lian gang wasn't smart after all. they went into EM3 in primary 6 and i was remained EM2. So no more ah lian gang. It was also the year i moved to where i lived now and stay with my parents.

Primary 6 was the best part in my primary school life. Kebun Baru Primary School merged with my school. People from KBPS were so much nicer than AMKPS. OMG! they were so friendly and nice to me, helped me in school work and talked to me. AWESOME. then we graduated. 

I hate my primary school life la. It was a super bad nightmare ever! 

i started learning taekwando when i was in primary 6, around July.

I found back a little bit of confidence when i was in taekwando. And i met great friends there.

I never like bullying. 

Thats why, when i dislike or hate someone, there is sure be lots of reasons behind.

Those i hate and dislike sure are someone who got fuck up character la.

don't worry, those were the "got bullied days". 

It will never happen again. because i learn to stand up for myself.

i am happy now. (:
i am thankful to meet great friends in my life today.

if you meet the same bully cases as me, remember you are not alone.
stay happy and do your own things. this helps!
because when you are smart, you know you will have a better future compare to them.
and always remember,
SILENCE IS THE BEST REVENGE.
they just wanna make you feel sad and affected, so if you do feel this way, they win. (: