YENRU'S

i talked to tiantian that day on msn.
i like what she told me. she just know what i am feeling all the time.
she said: Eh, you mean flirting with him?
It's not your job to do anything, it's his job.
If the girl don't know he has a girlfriend, it's his job to tell them that he is in a relationship,
if they know he is in a relationship,
it's still his job to tell them to back off.
If he flirts back and enjoys it, dump him.
Sorry but i don't there is such a thing as "harmless flirting" because
I've been with those types of guys before and the flirting always leads to more.
The "just friends" lies start,
and then you will look through his phone one day and find that she was not a friend at all.
Yes, i've been cheated on a lot, and i'm NO fool when it comes to this crap,
i know all the signs, and i know all the popular lies they like to tell you.
That's the great thing about being cheated on, you learn from it a LOT.
If i sense he is cheating, i will leave. No explanations. I refuse to be hurt again.
But yeah, you shouldn't even have to tell your boyfriend,
he should automatically think in his head "i have a girlfriend, this is wrong"
if he needs to be constantly reminded by you to tell girls to back off,
there is something very wrong with that.
after what she told me, i really feel much better.
this is what i have been trying to say all these while.
all my hope on you have become lower and lower.
till now, it is near zero already.

i have just receive my graduation information letter yesterday.
i am sooo happy that i am going to wear the graduation robe so soon.
3 years of ploy life is going to end on 24 may.
it is the day where everyone share the joy of graduation. after that day,
a brand new chapter of our life is going to begin. be it working, studying.
memories will definitely be kept in us.
i am sure of this. i have fun, laughter and joy this 3 years. i also see alot of how evil people can be.
and of course how good people can be. i love my friends.